Miss Me (May 25, 2010)

I’ll never put a gun against your head.
I’ll never shove your words back down again.
I’ll let you lie to me, lie right through your teeth.
It started when I let you call my name
After that it seemed like you would claim
My heart and soul as yours, that and nothing more.

So I think my heart had been destroyed.
Taunting through your static noise.
So now when I look back I want to cry.

I fell from the start
Made sure to make my mark.
Left you lying facedown in the dark.
I’m falling for the hurricanes you call your favorite part of me.
You’ve never been a wreck.
Yet never been the best.
I think I’m the only one who’s left.
And still I see you hanging here thinking I’m the one who died.
I guess you’ll always miss my life.

Remembering the spirit lost to you
The panic and the things I used to do
To try to keep my mind, it’s such a waste of time.
For you I would’ve painted my eyes black
I would’ve hated everything I lack
I’m trying not to scream, the hold you had on me...

But I think I made it through alive.
No razor blades, no bloody knives.
And now all of my life I’ve never found.

I fell from the start
Made sure to make my mark.
Left you lying facedown in the dark.
I’m falling for the hurricanes you call your favorite part of me.
You’ve never been a wreck.
Yet never been the best.
I think I’m the only one who’s left.
And still I see you hanging here thinking I’m the one who died.
I guess you’ll always miss my life.

You said you weren’t attached to me.
I’m not blind, darling, I could see.
Still you wonder why I left that day.

I fell from the start
Made sure to make my mark.
Left you lying facedown in the dark.
I’m falling for the hurricanes you call your favorite part of me.
You’ve never been a wreck.
Yet never been the best.
I think I’m the only one who’s left.
And still I see you hanging here thinking I’m the one who died.
Still you’re hating everyone
Believing they enjoyed the fight.
Girl just stay with older friends.
I never cared about that night.
I guess you’ll always miss my life.